Joyful Trip with ROXONE at TMII (Part 1)

March 16th, 2011 (The Journey Began)

Halo semua long time no see :) Hikss gue envy berat deh ama anak tr7 yang tanggal segono jalan-jalan bareng, tapi gue juga jalan-jalan kok, sama roxone tepatnya hehe :) Lo tau nggak kemana ?? Ke TMII. Eitss bukannnya piknik ala bocah TK yang lagi darmawisata, tapi kita observasi mengenai Minyak Bumi dan Gas. Hey what's goin on ? Wanna know ? Check this out !!

Pada tanggal yang tertera di atas, gue ama anak kelas X-1 yang lain rencana mau jalan ke TMII buat observasi. So we are :

-Suci (meh)

-Rani

-Ufa

-Tasya

-Caca

-Dilla

-Dania

-Farah

-Syifa

-Tika

-Dika Aisyah

-Umi

-Corry

-Dwi

-Luna

-Lala

-Rini

-Anton

-Fredhie

-Satria

-Mahatir

-Hendri

-Zanna

-Rio

-Decky

-Naufal

Yeah, we are the part of ROXONE 38 :coolstyle:

Jadi kita jam 8 gitu (yah jam 8, tapi pake jam karet gitu, jadi bisa melar-melar dikit lah hahaha) ngumpul di sekolah tercinta yang selalu memberi seabrek tugas dan tak tanggung-tanggung saudara-saudara hehehe :) Kita nunggu beberapa teman yang belum dateng. Pas lagi nunggu eh~ cecurut anak OSIS X-6 dateng (alias Syadza ama Yaya). Kita ngobrol bentar tentang perihal seleksi PJ besoknya. Lalu mereka pun berlalu tanpa meninggalkan jejak dan brancut bersama anak Ex-Six lainnya yang mau nonton futsal ckck (anak jaman sekarang hobi banget maen futsal). Tunggu-menunggu pun berlanjut, hingga akhirnya several boys decided to go there first and leave the girls. Udah gitu, kita pun nyebrang ke halte 38 yang jauh di seberang sana hahaha (kan harus nyebrang rel coy !). Baru deh [pas nyampe ke seberang, rada kaget juga sih, soalnya ternyata anak 11 IPA 2 juga lagi nangkring disono, mau ke TMII juga kayaknya (ketemu pas di TKP). Kita nunggu lagi tuh, lebih tepatnya nuggu Tasya yang tak kunjung datang.

Karena udah cukup lama nunggu Tasya yang pake jam super karet, Gue, Dwi, Syifa, Dika, Tika, Caca, Dila, Dania, Farah, Lala, Luna brancut duluan ke TKP biar nggak buang-buang waktu gitu :) Lantas Umi, Corry, Maria, Sovi nunggu yang lain di halte dulu. Kita naik angkot dari halte ke TMII satu kali aja alias nggak perlu nyambung angkot. Kita naik 19 merah super kece (gue biasanya pulang naek ini nih kalo ke arah depok). Pas di stasiun Lenteng kita liat Rani ama Ufa lagi nunggu angkot :) Hehe jadi heboh dah, pada say hi gajeh gitu.

Oh iya, terus ada pengamen gitu naik ke angkot kita. Pengamennya itu ngucap salam dulu kan awalnya. Udah gitu nyanyi apa tau dah gue. Yang laen pada ketawa-ketawa gak jelas sambil bercanda soal si pengamen. Iseng aja tuh si Dania ngomong tentang nyanyiin Mau Dibawa Kemana - nya Armada gitu, eh~ ucuk-ucuk si pengamen nyanyi Mau Dibawa Kemana ehem~ naksir tuh ama Dania huahaha. Pokoknya ada ampe 3-4 lagu deh tuh pengamen nyanyiin. Udah berasa nyarter pengamen aja buat menghibur remaja-remaja galau saat di angkot huahahaha. Terus kita ngasih pengamennye duit, kita kumpulin dulu, ampe terkumpul kira-kira 8.500 rupiah gitu hoho dapet banyak nih yeee ! Kita pun nunggu perjalanan lagi, di angkot bercanda lah, ketawa-ketiwi lah. Sumpah baru sekarang gue naek angkot ampe sejauh itu. Ampe lewat jalan raya ala kota Metropolitan, wew~ ternyata kayak gitu rasanya. New experience. Terus biasa si Lala, tukang cari gara-gara ngomong nggak jelas, bikin gue sebel dan nggak mood lagi buat bercanda ama dia. Gue sebel banget pokoknya waktu itu, ampe gue nangis, and have no voice for a while. Gue liat aja jalanan sekitar tanpa meduliin mereka.

Hey yoo~ We arrived !!! Amazing, nggak nyangka seorang Suci Salimah Giani mampu naek angkot ampe ke TMII !   R E K O R   D U N I A  ! ! !  Barulah setelah itu kita turun di Pintu 3 TMII. Asik nyampe juga ~ Kita nagkring dulu bentar di awal-awal jalan tersebut. Si Farah ama Dila udah laper ngidam makan nasi padang. Tak berapa lama kemudian, rombongan kedua pun datang termasuklah di dalamnya Tasya, Rani, ama Ufa. Si Tasya dateng-dateng kayak orang gila, lompat-lompat gak jelas (emang Tasya gila sih :P ). Then, kita masuk ke TMII, bayar dulu 9.000 ternyata, penjaga loketnya ada yang namanya 'Sandy', nah si Sandy itu diperkirakan naksir ama Dila hahaha (Si Belagak Bule + Artis). Kita pun masuk, sambil jalan. Sebelumnya sih udah nanya dimana letak Museum Migas. Terus katanya rada jauh, naek mobil wisata TMII ajeh. Ya udah kita jalan dikit baru setelah itu ketemu mobil tersebut dan brancut. Di tengah jalan ketemu ama Mahatir dkk plus Zanna dkk. Makin heboh deh nggak jelas banget ! Sempet-sempetnya lagi kita foto-foto di sono hehe. Here are the pics :

Left-to-right : Syifa, Dania (seuprit), Farah (sebelah muka), Gue (paling close up), Corry (kena sepoi-sepoi)

Left-to-right : Dilla (seuprit, aka kacamata doang), Syifa, Dania (seuprit), Farah (seuprit di tengah), Lala (seuprit sebelah muka), Gue (paling luas !)

Left-to-right : Syifa, Dania, Farah, Lala, Gue (paling gede !)

Uhuy~ Seru dah kite :) And finally, we arrived at Migas Museum  !! Tapi anehnya, masak rombongan kedua yang notabene naek mobil lebih lama dari kita udah nyampe duluan, termasuklah Zanna dkk, dan Mahatir dkk, alias kita yang pertama berangkat kok kita yang terakhir dateng ke TKP toh  -_- (?) Question Mark. Eitss~ tapi jangan asal turun dulu atuh mbak, bayar dulu kaleee. Kita pun bayar sebesar 3.000 rupiah saja saudara-saudara ! Sungguh di TMII merupakan jalan-jalan teririt yang pernah ada, bahkan lebih mahal ke mall coyy ! Pas kita nyampe, seperti biasa tradisi mah. Foto-foto lagi ! Tapi sayangnya gue ikut difoto, berarti moto-nya nggak pake SLR gue dong, melainkan pake SLR nya Rio. Hikss... It means I can't upload them here :'( Tenang saudara-saudara, kapan sih kita nggak foto-foto ?? Pas nyampe di pintu depan si eneng-eneng geulis minta difoto ama gue. So here is it :

L-T-R : Rani, Syifa, Caca, Luna, Ufa

Baru setelah itu kita masuk ke dalam dan mengikuti panduan dari sang Bapak Tour Guide. Banyak banget lah yang diomongin~ Untung aja gue udah belajar tentang alkuna di GO jadi nyambunglah ama tuh bapak. Mulai dari kandungan Pb yang berbahaya, jumlah oktan dalam masing-masing hasil olahan minyak bumi, pembagian migas, residu, dan lain-lain. Seperti biasa, roxone emang super narsis dan gila foto. Meskipun kelas kita terasing alias kelas 10 cuma kelas 10.1 aja yang di lantai 2, mulai dari 10.2 ampe 10.7 di lantai 2 semua. Alhasil kelas kita deket ama 12 IPS ama 11 IPA. Skip >> Si Bapak teh juga mulai nasehatin ke kita, atuh jangan keseringan foto-foto, toh kita disini mau nyari ilmu, bukannya jeprat-jepret sana-sini. Here are some pics when that time was :

Dika Aisyah, Umi, Tika, Dwi, Sovi, Maria

Anton (tangannya doang), Kek ups Decky, Umi, Corry, Dwi, Naufal

Umi, Corry, Gue !

Dila (belagak artis -_-), Bampak, Farah, Sipe, Dania, Mahatir

Nah berhubung udah sangat malam alias midnight, gue harus go to sleep now (nggak ding~ ngelanjutin karya tulis ilmiah yang belom kelar ampe sekarang) Jadi gue baru bisa cerita segini aja. Hope you glad, see you on the next part ! Byeeee ...

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Feel Worse

Halo semua :) Terima kasih buat yang udah sudi mampir ke blog gue, biarkata sekedar liat-liat. Sekarang ini gue mau cerita soal sesuatu atau mungkin lebih yaa (?) bzzz... Gue tau mungkin postingan kali ini berasa lebay gimana gitu. Tapi yah that's the fact.

Jadi nggak tau kenapa, akhir-akhir ini gue ngerasa makin mundur (?) Gue ngerasa super kurang, gue ngerasa selalu kalah dari yang lain. Gue ngerasa selalu aja ada kesalahan gue dalam bertindak. Sedih deh :( Hikss... Gue ngerasa nggak ada sesuatu yang buat gue lebih atau semacamnya. Yang jelas gue jadi ngerasa minder :(

Ada 3 hal besar yang pengen gue capai tahun ini :

- Masuk IPA

- Ikut YES dan pass all the exams

- Bisa lanjut OSIS

Tapi gue tau, hidup nggak ada yang sempurna. Nggak semua yang kita rencanakan dan harapkan bisa berjalan sesuai kehendak. Di antara ketiga itu pasti ada salah satu atau lebih atau mungkin semuanya nggak terkabul. Yah terkabul sih terkabul tapi masalah waktu aja. Gue egois nggak sih tuh ?? Gue ngerasa pundung kalau deket sama orang yang notabene bisa melakukan hal lebih baik dari gue. Mungkin dari luar gue keliatannya biasa aja, stay calm, tapi dalem hati gue panik, gue mikirin berbagai cara gimana caranya ?! I lose !!!

As you know, nilai IPA gue kepepet banget :( Nggak pernah tuntas alias remed setiap saat. Dapet 75 aja udah Alhamdulillah banget. Terutama fisika, gue sering bingung soal yang satu ini, kayaknya gue bisa-bisa aja pas latihan, tapi kok pas ulangan tiban remed lagi, remed lagi :( Sengsara nih gue, jadi bawaannya iri aja ama yang ulangan fisikanya bagus terus nggak pernah remed.

Ikut YES, ya ampun itu bisa dibilang cuma angan-angan belaka. Sekuat apapun gue coba pasti nggak bakal terkabul. Bukannya apa ya, tapi itu tuh bener-bener susah. Beribu-ribu orang cuy yang ikut. Mereka pasti punya intelejensi di atas rata-rata. Bedalah sama gue. Mungkin bahasa Inggris gue lumayan (walaupun masih ancur banget, less vocabs deh) Tapi yah bukan itu ! Gue bayangin bentar lagi loh tesnya ! Tapi apa ?! Belum ada yang gue ketahui !!! Gue nggak ngikutin perkembangan jaman banget deh :( Itu udah jadi salah satu tanda gue nggak bakal lulus -_-

Lanjut OSIS. Jeuuh... Apalagi ini. OSIS itu yang udah buat gue resah beberapa hari ini. Gue ngerasa gue nggak bakal lanjut ke kelas 11. Bukannya gue nggak mau, gue mau banget malah ! Tapi apa ?! Siapa sih yang tau gue ??! Waktu pemilihan panitia aja gue nggak kepilih, itu berarti nggak ada jalan lagi buat gue untuk lanjut ke kelas 11. Impossible. Yang bakal lanjut yah paling orangnya itu-itu aja. Gue sedih soalnya gue nggak bisa ngasih yang terbaik, gue tau mungkin emang nggak sepantasnya gue lanjut OSIS.

Dari semua curhatan gue di atas, bisa diambil kesimpulan kalau gue kalah ! GUE KALAH SAMA KEADAAN DAN SEMUA YANG ADA. At least, I live in a nothingness.

Dan taukah lo apa yang terjadi hari ini ?? PERTENGKARAN HEBAT saudara-saudara...

Gue ngerasa sedih banget atas keadaan ini. Gue jadi ngerasa serba salah, gue nggak enak ama Tasya ama Caca ama Ufa. Gue jadi kayak semacam penyebab atas semua kejadian ini.

Jadi gini ceritanya. Tasya nyamperin gue, Rani, Ufa ama Caca yang notabene kita duduk cuma depan-belakang. Terus dia bilang gini...

"Uy... Kelompok kimia kita ama Caca ama Ufa aja yah :) "

Rani bilang, "Loh ?! Tapi kan kita udah ama Luna, udah berempat, kalau tambah Caca-Ufa lebih dong..."

Tasya jawab, "Hah ?! Loh ?! Yang bener ?! Yah... Gimana dong ??"

Caca bilang, "Yaah ?! Gue-Ufa gimana dong ?? Cariin gue kelompok aah..."

Tasya pun berlalu, dia sibuk nanya kelompok sana-sini, apa kekurangan anggota atau nggak ?? (gue jadi kasian ngeliatnya)

Grasak-grusuk grasak-grusuk...

Waktu pun berlalu hingga tiba pelajaran matematika dan ....

Caca tiba-tiba nangis !!! (Ada apa gerangan yang terjadi ??) Gue ama Rani yang lagi ngerjain matematika jadi bingung nggak tau kenapa ?? Kita cengok clingak-clinguk. Terus kita selidiki deh (lebay -_- wong nanya ama mpok syipe)

Usut punya usut, si Caca nangis karena Syifa sekelompok ama Dilla terus Tasya sekelompok ama Gue. Alias mereka berempat nggak bareng (biasanya kan bareng cuy). Dia nangis banget waktu itu, gue yang masih punya hati sejernih malaikat ini pun mampir ke tempat dia lantas bertanya...

"Ca, lo kenapa ?? Kok nangis ?", tanya gue.

"Nggak kok, gue nggak kenapa-napa, gue udah gede, udah SMA, ngapain gue nangis kayak anak kecil ??", jawab Caca.

Keliatan banget dia maksain diri dia buat nggak nangis dan semacemnya, tapi yah dia nggak bisa tahan.Gue jadi nggak enak, karena kejadian ini juga ada sangkut pautnya ama gue.

Terus gue ama Rani berunding hingga menghasilkan... Ya udah biar Tasya sekelompok ama Caca, gue ama Rani ama Luna bisa cari kelompok lain :(

Tapi Cacanya juga ogah sekelompok lagi ama Tasya ama Syifa. Gitu katanya :( Ca, please dong, jangan marah kayak gitu, we need you :(

Di tengah-tengah berisiknya kumpulan suara mahluk X-1 terdengar percakapan samar-samar seperti...

"PENGKHIANAT !!", kata Caca.

"Seumur-umur nggak ada yang pernah bilang gue pengkhianat di depan umum kayak gini, berantem ama gue ampe ditonton banyak orang kayak gini !", kata Tasya

"Sakit tau nggak !", kata Tasya.

"Lo nggak tau !!", kata Caca.

dan lain-lain~

Aduh pokonya keadaan super kacau-balau, tak terkendali deh. Ya Allah, gue ngerasa orang yang paling bersalah sumpah deh :( Gue jadi kayak gulma aja (apa banget dah)

Gue, Rani, ama Ufa pun berusaha buat ngebaikin mereka. Si Syifa kayaknya udah capek banget ngadepin semuanya. Dan lebih memilih untuk went away with Dania, Dilla, and Farah. Gue ngomong plus tanya ama Tasya gimana menurut sudut pandangnya. Gue jadi ngerasa kasian ama dia, kayak korban dari kesalahpahaman aja. Dia bela-belain keluar dari kelompok gue dan cari kelompok lain, terus kekosongan kelompok gue diisi Caca, Ufa. Gue jujur juga jadi minder ama dia, samapi sekarang gue ngerasa emang dia itu temen yang paling baik dan berbesar hati. Orangnya sabaaaaar banget, gue nggak tega :( Dia terlalu baik.

Pas di intersection menuju kantin, gue cegat Tasya, terus ngajak dia nemuin Caca, ampe gue ngomong tanpa titik-koma. Sangking cepetnya gue ngomong dan cuku keras (well yeah) Penghuni kantin ampe ngeliatin -_- Termasuk di dalamnya Kak Jabbar ama Kak Hanum, sepasang kekasih super langgeng asal 12 IPS 3 yang hobinya belajar di kantin Budhe (rajin amat eheem~) Terus Caca, Rani lewat, and Caca nyelonong lewat gitu aja kayak nggak liat gue, Ufa ama Tasya. Ya ampun rasanya gue udah capek banget. Mau nangis gue !!! Rela deh gue ngalah asal nggak ada berantem-beranteman kayak gini :(

Hingga pada akhirnya gue gagal, gagal ngebaikin mereka. Gue pun masuk ke ruang OSIS dan denger pengumuman dari kakak kelas 11 :( Bad ending...

Hari ini gue juga tau salah satu rahasia baru hahaha Ternyata anda menipu kami semua teman :p Teganya kau hehehe :)

Yaaah... Kayaknya gue udah panjang banget ngetik :) Harus penutupan sekrang nih kayaknya.. So...

*Internet disconnenected, Local Area cable is unplugged....*~~ *tewas....*

Hey You !

Hey you over there ! A girl who has found my beloved faulet. Hell yeah hikss... So sad :( As the same rhyme I'd like to post about this. Hope you'll like it :)

You Found Me

I found God... on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West... was all but won
All alone... smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where've you been?"... He said, "Ask anything".

Where were you... when everything was falling apart.
All my days... were spent by the telephone
It never rang... and all I needed was a call
That never came... to the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure... you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor... surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?... Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late... you found me, you found me.

But in the end... everyone ends up alone
Losing her... the only one who's ever known
Who I am... who I'm not and who I wanna place
No way to know... how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure... you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor... surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?... Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late... you found me, you found me...

The early morning... the city breaks
And I've been calling... for years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve... taking all I want

Lost and insecure... you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor... Where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure... you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor... surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?... Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late... you found me, you found me!

Why'd you have to wait... to find me, to find me?

That's it <3 Some people said The Fray is not really good. 'Cause they tried to bash God.

Maybe that'd be true but I have to say they have a good sense of music or genre. 

Still stand over believe in God :)

Best Regards,

Sucay Markucay

Oh My God

Hell yeah ! Long time no post here ! Miss meh ??! What's happening now outside ? Just being curious about that one. Well, I'm gonna quip over someone or maybe more (?) Hikss... He's totally such a bad guy I think, he's getting more conceited over his (I should admit) better English. Yeah, he's not a "Good Guy" that I knew before. It was before that trip, it changed his foundation for sure.

The other thing is... He's (another guy) getting better in his Guitar skill ! Kyaaa... You're great ! Hope you'll be better in guitar soon. Fighting ! Well I have to say You're so cool ! Even though you're getting worse over there, but  I still can tolerate about that :)

It means culture does influent. Influential...

Best Regards,

Suci McGregory binti Choi

Hello! Kitty Castle

Yeah, now here I am. I'm gonna show you and tell you about Hello! Kitty Castle. Well, as you know guys I'm such a Hello! Kitty addict :) I love Hello! Kitty so much :) And when I found out about this news, it's damn awesome :) I just think if HK castle should be much helpful, since it may introduces the world about the existence of Hello! Kitty as one of the most attractive cartoon figure ever !! LOL And the fact is >> IT'S OPEN FOR PUBLIC. So HK fans, you can go there for sure. Somehow some people said that it's a museum, if it was true, then it should be the most unique museum in the world. The Hello! Kitty Castle now is only at Shanghai, China. Curious ? Wanna see ? Here are some pictures special for HK biggest fans :

Oh My God ! I'm gonna die for sure :'( I do really want to go there. I wish there'll be an angel who will take me there :) I hope you'll notice this :shy: Hikss... HK if you just know, I'm your biggest fans

Hope it'll be useful for you. Love ya always, and catch you soon !

Love HK,

Suci McGregory bint Choi

Behalf of Indonesia

That's what has been being occurred nowadays. Many people use 'Indonesia' as an object to attract the others and give them much value in material. You know that, it's not good, it's totally bad. Because the behalf of Indonesia and dredge some profits for their own personal gain. It sounds so ridiculous. I think it's quite unfair, it's just the same with selling brand. It's a sale ! Indonesia is NOT an object, which can be used to gain personal profits. Some 'events' frequently used Indonesia as its label, some of them were truly sincere, and any others were just lying. Sorry to say, but it's the fact. If you don't believe, than you have to believe. Open your eyes, and widen your insight. This world's getting crazier.

However in this case there's often arise such an inequality. The people who have positions within the organization will easily gain their profits, and decrease the profits of the people who have no position. It's just like what we have to learn. Although it was like that, it's still wrong. As a good citizen of Indonesia, I can't just accept all of this behavior.

The biggest question is

How Can They Do That Disgusting Thing Toward Their Own Nation ??

- Answer : They forgot about what is the real mean of nation. They don't care about the citizenship, they're egoist. They never think about the others. What's on their mind is just much more value, and how to gain them. Get a better life, for individual happiness. And they have known, with behalf of Indonesia, they can attract many eyes over this territory. Certainly it works, they're lucky, and we got dumped. But it's okay, 'cause sometimes, it can increase our sense of nationalism. In some moments of course.

So what do you think ? Have you realize about this ? But anyway do you understand what did I talk about ? Well, yeah, my English is just so shoddy. And the grammatical is so decayed. I have less vocabularies, and so think if I have to increase them soon. Sorry for irritating your eyes with my terrible, decayed, wrecked, poor, rotten, shabby, and obnoxious English. I know I still have to fix it. Thanks for reading, and hope you like it. Love ya guys !

Regards,

Suci McGregory binti Choi

Lately Post

Hi all ! I'm back, well, I've posted some things before. And that's just such a confession. Guys, as I've promised before :) I'll post some photos of my recent moments. It's been just so long, but yeah I know you're still curious and want to see right ? Stop peeping :P Just be patient guys :) Here they are, be ready and relax on your seat :)

The first photo which I wanna show you is this (bellow). It was when I was still so young, I joined Abang None contest for Kids :) It's such an unforgettable moment. And also, actually, I feel much embarrass with this photo :( I'm just so fool there. 

It's just a handful stupid crap :( It was when I was kid :) That's a new dress ! That time, my uncle just arrived from Aussie, so he brought me this cute dress. See ! It looks like an oldie. But yeah, that's fashion !! LOL ... (just kidding)

Dam daraaaaaam..... This is it ! My Community Council Jacket ! It's indeed lovable, adorable, ad etcetera :) I know that you've just been curious about this one. So, satisfy enough ? At all styles and angles :)

Well, it's just a doll. But it's PINK. A piggy-piggy-dang :) Love ya, it's cute bud !

Anyway do ya know what PINK stands for ??

PINK stands for :

P : Pretty at all styles

I : Indeed awesome

N : Naturally adorable

K : Kool just for the coolest one :P

The pictures below are my key chains :) I got them from my relative's wedding last Sunday :) They're cute and just so much sweet :) And I put them in my violin bag :)

Can't be separate . . .

This is it ! My violin ! Love ya :) It's the only one THING which can hear my weakness, happiness, sadness, and everything I felt so far...

Yeah, at last, It's the most embarrassing one. My physics exam :( I got 30. Just too much bad. I don't know why I'm just so weak in this subject. At first I think, It won't be really difficult, every time I do exercise, I can solve all the matters and cases. But why ? When the exam comes out, I can't give the best answers. Totally feel unlucky for this case.

Well, I've finished :) It's such an awesome thing to do. It's really nice to share some of my recent moments with you, hope you'll be glad to see them. And if you mind to, please leave a or some comment(s) here :) Love ya always FBs and See ya !

Regards,

Suci McGregory binti Choi

It's Just About My Confession

Oh God...

I'm tired of disproving

I'm not as good as you think...

I'm definitely weak about anything...

You're just much better than me...

Envious

That's only one word that I can say

I believe You'll do better than me

I feel envy, but I keep trying to support you

No worry

I also wanna say sorry if It makes you uncomfortable

I'm not a backstabber, I sincerely help you

100% FACT !!!

Regards,

Suci McGregory binti Choi

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Sama sekali nggak pernah ada niatan dalam diri saya untuk menjelek-jelekkan suatu pihak. Nggak pernah ada niatan bagi saya untuk menjatuhkan seseorang. Saya juga nggak pernah merasa saya orang hebat dan tak ada yang bisa mengalahkan saya, saya lemah ! Saya bukan apa-apa. Teman tidak perlu cemas, saya bukan apa-apa. Teman, kamu lebih hebat ! Seharusnya saya yang cemas, bukan kamu. Semua ini tidak menjamin, kamu jauh lebih hebat dibanding saya. Saya juga nggak pernah mencoba untuk membenci orang lain. Jujur saya nggak pernah ada niatan untuk mengalahkan seseorang, karena saya juga bukan sosok intelijen yang bisa mengalahkan banyak orang. Saya jauh lebih lemah dari yang kamu bayangkan teman ! :)

Sebetulnya post ini ada sih buat temen gue yang baru-baru ini visit blog gue. Gue nggak kayak gitu, gue jauh lebih lemah...

Warm Regards,

Suci McGregory binti Choi