I'm standing between warm and cold

Oh God ! It's getting closer to that day. The upcoming Sunday will be the day which is determined my life. Well, not at all, but it's such an important day for me. I don't know how the future will be, I believe that God will give me the best, whatever the result, it's still the best. However, if I get rejected on it, I know there will always a worth behind that. I can't think, if I get rejected, and I can't think if I get accepted. It's a future right ? So I have to be tolerant, whatever it will be, it's just the BEST for me. Pray for me guys :)

Okay, so guys, I would like to apologize, 'cause I've missed from Faulet recently. I'm getting busier with all the school programs. I have a bunch of homeworks now. I kinda crazy LOL~ Sometimes I think, since it's getting closer to final exam, will I pass all these exams. Can I get my dreams ? Is it possible ? These all questions are totally hell. I know, not all of our desires will become a reality. How we can learn to be sincere, if there's no fail in our life. You see it, right ? Pray for me guys :)

On the blissful Saturday, I'll go to my violin course!!! Yay~ one of the day that I loved the most. However, on that day I'll increase my violin skill. Hoops~ I love violin ! It always accompany me whenever I feel alone, or sad, or angry, or even happy :) Hmm... Talking about violin, I think I need to practice it now hehe. A bit late at night huh ? It's okay, no problem, I used to practice it at each night.

 Anyway guys, tomorrow I'm gonna present a presentation about the Studentship at school. It's my duty as the committee of Votila (Voices of 38). This event is 'Speak Up Your Mind', so all the students might submit their suggestions about Studentship at school. And, in this case, my role is as the mediator between students and school. For Studentship, the suggestions are about Study-tour for 11th graders, Farewell party to the 12th graders next year, Counselor should care about the students much more, and etcetera (honestly, I forget any other else). Now on, I'm so nervous, how's tomorrow? Hope it'll be okay. Pray fo me guys :)

So guys, I'm kinda sleepy now, but I need to practice. However it means, I should leave ya :* See yew guise, love ya !

Hmm... Will you guys be okay to just pray for me ?? Need your holy pray :) Thank you !

Warm regards,

Suci McGregory binti Choi