Hello Blog :) It's been so long since the last time I updated this blog. I feel sorry about that, I should have taken care about this blog more and more. Suddenly it came up to my mind, what will I do after this year ends.
I mean like- seriously- there must be a new stage for me, I really need to collect all the pieces of me which have been separated after a long time ._. I've been thinking or probably over-thinking about these stuffs recently, but still cant get the way out.
Currently, I'm a part of IME (Ikatan Mahasiswa Elektro) as one of the staff from Research and Development (R&D) Division. How do I feel? It feels great actually, I like this kind of job, get to know other people in Electrical Engineering Department -since I need to give out a lot accreditation forms evenly-, we think over the problems inside the department and trying to figure out the solutions as well. It makes me think a way much more analytical. In R&D Division itself, I'm mandated as the Division Secretary. Well secretarial world seems so related to me, I was also the General Secretary during high school in Community Council. I did really enjoy the job during high school, it felt good to be related with stuffs like letter, report, inventory, and etc. Then when I got selected randomly to be the Division Secretary, I felt relieved, at least that's a thing I've learned for years.
I also applied to be the staff for Secretarial Division in BEM FT UI, fortunately I was accepted, and still manage the job until now. I'd love to know a lot people all around Faculty of Engineering. And of course, BEM FT UI kindly gives me this opportunity, so I try my best here and there and everywhere wkwkwk. Thank God, probably I'm such a multitasker hehehe.
So what's the matter? The matter is.... I don't get any clues where to go after this :( I'm afraid of being rejected, or perhaps failure ._.
As you guys know, I've lost my confidence since a long time ago ._. I dont know whether people are kindly enough to accept me around the field. Or perhaps all of these stuffs are just fake (?)
NEED MY CONFIDENCE BACK!!!
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p.s. : I just figured out where to go next year after long coversations with my friends :) Hope this will come out with goods hehehe
