Selamat Ulang Tahuuuun :*

Selamat ulang taun yang 17 yaaa gue :") Nggak kerasa sekarang gue udah 17 taun aja. Thanks Allah, that You still give me much more chance to life, and breathe. Thank youuuu, my beloved parents for loving me all the time. Thanks for loving me :")

-Sabtu, 28 April 2012 00.00 WIB "17 tahun"

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Okay saudara-saudara, ini adalah hal ter-random yang pernah ada, saya countdown lagi!
H-2, hope everything's gonna be okay :')

More than Words by Westlife :')

More Than Words

Saying "I love you"

Is not the words

I want to hear from you

It's not that I want you

Not to say but if you only knew

How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words is all you have to do

To make it real

Then you wouldn't have to say

That you love me

'Cause I'd already know

What would you do

If my heart was torn in two?

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say

If I took those words away?

Then you couldn't make things new

Just by saying "I love you"

It's more than words

It's more than what you say

It's the things you do

Oh yeah

It's more than words

It's more than what you say

It's the things you do

Oh yeah

Now that I've tried to

Talk to you and make you understand

All you have to do is close your eyes

And just reach out your hands

And touch me

Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words

Is all I ever needed you to show

Then you wouldn't have to say

That you love me

'Cause I'd already know

What would you do

If my heart was torn in two?

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say

If I took those words away?

Then you couldn't make things new

Just by saying I love you

This song really can touch me very deep, well I think it worked in our daily life, sometimes, we've ever thought about this, a prove is a necessary :) So let's spread love aroundddddd ({})

Month of Vacations and Countdown Again

Bonjour! Long time no see in this April right?

So, I have so many things in this beloved April!

Okay, on April 7^th, I went to Bandung with my family. We’re having such a cool vacation. You know what I mean bud?! Actually, my Dad was having a reunion with his mates during Senior High School. Exactly, it was in “Istana Bunga Lodge”. The reunion felt so warm. We gathered in one home, and remembering all the crazy things in the past. It’s like opening the memory book. At first, we were presented with “Siomay”, yummy, it’s so delicious. Then we were having chit chat with another, and sharing many things. I met a college student there, she’s Rani, her college is Universitas Padjadjaran, and she’s taking International Relationship Majority. So she shared many things toward me. Then we were just taking some rest, because my little brother was sick :( He couldn’t shared room with others, so we decided to rent a lodge for one night. We actually had a very good night, I shared my problems with my Mom :’) The we also took care for my little brother, since he was sick. And my Dad brought his friend to stay overnight there. We talked much, and we stayed up late at night. In the morning, we went back to the lodge center, where all my dad’s friends stayed in. We asked for leaving to them, and went back to home in Depok. At first, we decided to continue our trip until Bandung, but my Dad was tired heavily, so we just went back home, but of course we stopped at some rest areas and had some eats. Great!

Another trip is, I went to Puncak with my classmates, we went there by riding tronton. We’re so glad definitely! We stayed for 3 days and 2 nights, thanks Revoste ;) Sorry ‘cause I can’t upload the photos, since I forgot to bring my camera -_-“ errr. Then the tronton was so annoying, it stopped for three times, and we had to wait during the repairing. But don’t worry, ‘cause we took some photos, and shopping :P Finally, the tronton became good again, so we continue our journey hohohoho. You have to know, the lodge which Asghar had rent for us was so damn great. It has a super large-large-large park! We could play many things there. We got a very delightful service! Because we’ve never got less foods. We ate regularly like usual. We swam a lot, although I didn’t swim, because I didn’t bring many clothes. Psst… I hate swimming too HAHAHAHA. I just took some photos of my friends in the pool. Actually, they were going to take me inside, but I told them, I had to change my hijab first. So I went to the lodge, and didn’t come back to the pool anymore hehehehe ._.v We’re playing around, looking somewhere, buying some foods, and doing some crazy things. We also watched the football match until midnight, and stayed up very late, the woke up very early, because we had to pray. But then we continued our sleeping :D In the afternoon, we were doing free activities, and playing many things. We gathered as one, and made much laughter. In the night, we were having barbeque night. Our math tutor, Kak Jul, came to our lodge with his girlfriend and also his friend. Together we had so much happiness, we were eating chicken toast, playing guitar, singing together, and having bonfire. Then we continued by watching football match, Real Madrid versus Bayern Muenchen, we stayed up very late, I supported Real Madrid, but the result was not good. Real Madrid was lost. I felt a bit disappointed, however I supported Real Madrid for this night, and wished they could win, but it’s different -_-“ In the morning, it was so bad, I couldn’t woke up easily, my eyes felt so heavy -_- But finally, I woke up on 5.20 am, and went to pray quickly, after that I was taking a bath, and ready for this day! In the same day, Kak Jul, Kak Wina (his girlfriend), and his friend had to come back to Jakarta, since Kak Wina had a schedule to teach on 11.00 am. Again and again it’s a farewell :( We spent our last minutes by having some free activities and took some photo shoots. The photo then would be given to Asghar’s father as our grateful mark toward Asghar’s father because of his kindness to rent us 4 lodges! On 5.30 pm, our tronton came, and we had to go home, of course we asked for leaving to Bagong (a super big fish :P) Along our trip, suddenly it was raining! The tronton became wet, and the rain went inside our tronton! Badly! But it’s the best point I think, it made us fulfilled by laughter and togetherness :) So we felt warm during the rain! Great! Until finally we arrived at Jakarta, and I went homeee. My driver took me home, and 2 of my friends join me to get home.

Happy to be homey ;)

That’s why I thought this month is such a great moment to have a beautiful vacation ;)

Anyway, it’s totally a countdown! Remember when last year, I also did a countdown for my 16^th birthday! And now, I’m doing a countdown too, exactly my 17^th birthday, time goes by unknown right? I felt afraid to face my new age, my new life, all the new things, it means I’ll be an adult soon, I can’t be a child anymore. And actually I doubt of it, can I be a good adult or not? But however my Dad said, I have to be confident, sometimes it’s just a matter of our mindset. So let’s be brave, Suci!!!

Okay, I think that’s all, thanks for listening my story, sorry if I’m disturbing you ._. But I love you all *smooch* ;)

"I believe it, when people said -You can't be like that- but it was in the past, now I believe in myself"